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UPDATE 1/21/16:
hello again! thought i'd pop in once more since i still have so many watchers here that my NEW account is  !! hopefully i'll see you there!

UPDATE 5/12/15:
i won't be deleting this account fully, i think -- too many memories! -- but today is the LAST TIME i'll be checking in on this account! please follow me on my new one, !! hope to see you there!

HEY, EVERYONE.

i'm not going to go into it much, but long story short: 

a bunch of personal shit went down in the past -- half year or so, maybe? i'm not sure when i last logged in.
i went through a lot of things and had a few fucked up near breakdowns. i panicked, and shut myself off from a lot of social media aside from tumblr, pretty much.

i slowly trickled back onto dA and furaffinity, but made a new dA account because the sheer quantity of messages and just shit that i had stockpiled on this account was giving me SO MUCH anxiety. because i have HORRIBLE COPING MECHANISMS, my plan was to avoid it. ugh.

i'd really like to apologize for that. it was a shitty, immature move to just up and ditch like that, and while i know my mental health comes first, it doesn't make me feel any less bad for leaving you guys in the dust.

SO! here i am not, publically posting a link to my new account!

  

if you'd like to keep watching my art, stay in touch, just say hi...go right ahead!

if you need to get in contact with me for any professional reason (commissions, etc), please email me at crowncommissions@gmail.com. i don't think i have any waiting commissioners on here whom i haven't already contacted (notes are weird sometimes?? ???), but on the off chance there ARE, i want to make sure you all have the best means of contacting me as possible! feel free to note me on my new acc as well!

** I'LL BE KEEPING THIS ACCOUNT OPEN FOR ONE MONTH BEFORE DEACTIVATING IT. if you wanna watch me still, please jot down my new username before then, cus after that this acc is GONE.

I WILL NOT BE ANSWERING ANY NOTES OR COMMENTS ON THIS ACCOUNT. ant of those should be sent to my NEW ACCOUNT!  **

been a while since i posted a journal here, huh? well here we go.
things have been going pretty well honestly! second to last semester at community college (i can't believe i need just ONE EXTRA CLASS in ONE EXTRA SEMESTER to get my AA, argh....), and i'll be all set to transfer to art school next fall! still sort of miffed that i'm not going to be able to go to one of my dream schools (calarts, SVA, sighs.....), but that's the way things go i guess.

tabling at fanime and sacsummer again this year, i really need to get started working on stuff for that but i have noooo time and it suckssss. i'll get it done though!!! >:0c sooon.
speaking on con work, commissions are coming along! just finished one yesterday, gonna try and get more done faster so i can finally clear out my queue.

i was looking around for animation internships for the future, just for shits and giggles, and i found. my doki.
next summer i am DEFINITELY applying for an internship at laika studios!!!
(paranorman, coraline, boxtrolls.)

i would apply this summer but a.) i'm not considered a junior, b.) my portfolio isn't ready, and c.) i don't have the free time this summer! BUT NEXT YEAR. NEXT YEAR. I'M GONNA DO IT!!!!

wondering tho, should i have any stop motion or puppetting experience in my portfolio/demo reel when i submit it? they don't ask for it specifically but they do say "relevent portfolio) and hmm...i'll ask around i guess....

anywho, enough about me! how has everyone been?

i can't make polls anymore so i had to make a journal sobs

hey so
since my gender isn't really defined by how i view myself
i wanted to ask you all what gender you personally see me as?

there's no right or wrong answer so don't worry about that, haha
just tell me honestly what you view me as! i'm super curious ovo

20!!!!! YEAH I'M 20!!!!!!!\